2009

today i realized how different i really am from awhile ago.

i used to be so hyper and fun about everything. i had my bestfriends who i always had fun with, my life was just always filed with joy and laughter, and it seemed like i had the world at my feet. now i feel more grown up and more serious. im quiet around people i dont know while i used to make friends so easy. im constantly wondering what people think about me, and i always wonder if they dont like me. im not sure which side of me people like, but i just feel out of place sometimes. my life is just the same old thing everyday and i feel like im pressing the repeat button on my days. i guess i want something interesting to happen, and i know i have to go out there and get it but im just not sure how to spread my wings and fly.

love,
ajirah