dear love,

Dear love,
why havent i found you yet ? hmm

I feel you, i know what its like.
But i dont think im ok about it.

Its not ok for me to have gone through everything and then being forgotten just like that. Its not ok for me in the first place knowing that we are just going to be friends and thats all we are going to be. Now, you have dissapeared. You dont care. You dont talk to me anymore.

Fine, i miss you. Okay, i still care about you.
But i have to accept the fact that you are moving on with your life and im not going to part of it anymore.

Today, i learned that as much as we want for things to happen, we cant. We cant control life, we cant control whats going to happen to us.

I learned that people move on. So we must also move on. Move forward. We cant keep on getting stuck.