Should i call them my 'FRIENDS' ?

To you guys; I don't care what the fuck you said about me, just so you know, i helped you through fire and flames, and this is how you repay me back? I know I talked bad about you guys, okay, I'm sorry about it, and you guys knew it, and I apologised, right? and this is what you do to me? I don't mind you saying all this things to me, I know I deserve it, dude,think twice, you're playing with fire.

frustrated,
.ajirah.